I need help, lots of help. No doubt! But… If you feel the need to explain your feelings and rational for everything you do or have had done to you (fouling, crowd pushing, stalling etc.) in a game and why you won't play if you someone does this or doesn't do that…? A regular psychiatrist couldn't even help you. You need to go to, like, Vienna or something. You know what I mean? You need to get involved at the university level, like where Freud studied, and have all those people looking at you and checking up on you. That's the kind of help you need. Not the once-a-week for eighty bucks, no. You need a team. A team of psychiatrists working around the clock, thinking about you, having conferences, observing you like the way they did with the elephant man. That's what I'm talking about, because that's the only way you're going to get better."