I think that serious people (instead than shooting judgements undiscriminately) should have the guts to take their responsibilities and admit publicly when they make a mistake, instead than blathering something about site rules and similar bull----. For being in condition to argue my point I should be the first to apologize if I'm the first to fail measuring the words. So, I'm the first to present my excuses to the object of one of my previous posts. Not because my opinion or position changed, but after having read myself again I found out that many replyes containing criticisms were correct. Reading myself after a while disclosed to me that the contents of my previos "strange feelings" post seemed more animated by the will to shame or speak bad of someone, instead than describe the emotions and circumstances of my first being blacklisted. I would have shared in that post the strange bittersweet saviour in mouth of being blacklisted for a behaviour I still judge inside the parameters of the game, and that many of us have practiced and used (please spare me hipocrisy or politically correct circumstantial phrases). I was more interested to share the strange sensation of displeasure and pride of being blacklisted, and ask if the same was for you other fumblers.
I felt myself displeased and I still look at a blacklisting like a stain in my service status here in fumbbl, because is still like to define myself a "funny, noncompetitive opponent". But another part of me refuses to feel guilt, and is proud, because my exteem towards the coach that blacklisted me is at the lowest ebb. Being blacklisted by Janmatthys I.E. would have been just a sorrow. In the circumstances in which I was, is both a "shame on me" and a decoration at merit. I've seen in the profiles of some coaches that they like to know if they've been blacklisted and they count them like merits. Are you all so lawful good aligned to say that is not true? I do not believe it.
So THIS post IS MAINLY TO BEG THE PARDON OF SOME HYPOCRITES, BUT WHO HAVE AT LEAST REASON IN MAKING ME REFLECT
sometime is better thinking twice BEFORE opening the mouth...I'LL TRY AT least to save this like a golden rule from this experience and I promise I will try to remind to myself to be careful in my posts.
Another costructive question could be...is the blacklist the only "refugium peccatorum" in which coaches may rightly express their complains or is just a politically correct camouflage for expressing unpunished the personal animosityes?
Any suggestion and feedback would be gladly accepted