It just happened. It started as a short break to work on my own game just to try whether I can do it in C99. It turned to be a deep thinking and a programming flow I could just not break without the danger of loosing the string. Programmer's enemy is distraction thus I wiped off every pinging messaging thing from my screen, mainly not because this is my protocol (should be) but also because I knew things do pile up in the background. Part of me cared and I really would like to get them sorted but soon I realized I am doing this intensively for 6 years in a hope that with some refactoring it will eat less of my time. That never happened, mainly because of my poor management. I mean, I should have not start another thing until the previous has been made to require no maintenance. But I wanted to give more to you.

However, I have a family here with 3 sons which limits my development time frame. And during the HammerBowl project I had to realize that this frame got full with FUMBBL, almost entirely. I worked 2-3 hours every day for FUMBBL. I dad no time to play games. With HammerBowl, I saw no interest and it was depressing. I volunteered to collect the dev tasks for BB2020, which was a huge mistake as I thought 1-2 days will be enough for that. On top of that, BB2020 kills the perpetual football which was the reason I originally joined. Anyway, soon I did not see the end of it.

Why am I doing this?

I don't know what to say, I just want to get out.

Sorry everybody.

Avoid every kind of work that requires endless maintenance, except that is family, food, shelter, and hygiene related.

Ádám