So, for the first time, I've suffered the full-on FUMBBL-emo-meltdown-fale.

This is something I've observed from afar before. Almost as if watching a wildlife documentary, it's been a funny old experience really, doing it myself. I don’t really know if I’m happy to have joined the club, sad that I’ve reduced myself to it, happy I didn’t throw the full '‘Zomg the rng is broken, I quit’' rant, only to return the next day, whatever really. I’ve seen some of the very best experience the emo fale, and dismissed it as something I’d never do myself. But here I am!

The streak of losses (be they via dice or via myself) and game annoyance at my slide got to the point where the concession mass retire happened, and I sort of became the FUMBBLer that comes out in all of us to one extent or another at times, and I didn't like that. Bit of a moan, bit of non acceptance anything I did contributed to losses, bit of desperate game spamming and ignoring RL weekends, lack of concentration, lack of fun.

So, anyway, in the least emo way possible, I'll be having myself a break (WIL / current scheduled RRR's apart) to recharge my FUMBBL batteries. No idea how long it will be, the plan is that I come back when I don't need to come back if that makes any sense. I'll not be in chat where I can help it, and will keep a low profile.

Keep it real FUMBBL buddies. I hope this was the least mockable 'Zomg I quit' you've seen in a while. Please mock me anyway, naturally!

As they say; they always come back. And this I don't dispute.

Hugs! :)