Posted by Malmir on 2022-07-19 21:27:26
I used to think that you and I belonged together. You and I forever and ever. No matter where we were, you were my guiding stir. And from the very first moment I saw you, I never felt such devotion. I was walking on air, just to know, just to know, you were there. But... Then it all came crashing down. Two and a half years. Not once, ONCE, did you message me to say you were even thinking of me. I tried to carry on. I tried to hold my head high. I played snots goddammit. In every tournament. It was a cry for help. Did you hear? Did you even wonder if I was crying aloud in the night? And then you have the front to come back and carry on as if nothing had happened. What about my feelings? We're over, it's done. Sob. I've found a way to carry on. Love don't live here anymore.
Posted by PainState on 2022-07-19 22:19:02
@malmir
Good sir...are you drinking again, like drinking really hard? waking up early in the morning and starting the day at 7am with a triple shot bloody mary.
I loved hanging out with you but in the end I wanted a deeper relationship than passing out at 1Pm and calling it a nap until 5Pm and then hitting the pubs until 2AM.
Iam sorry I let you down.